I'm wondering if I really wan't to hear all this shit about political situation, who hurted who, who stole what, who taught  someone or proved anything, who belives in what and why I _must_ belive in anything and that I _must_ love, about sacrifcing, fighting and it's rules, about morality and honor, god and motherland, that I'm lying to myself, that we have shitty politicians, who looks funny or who is soo idiot, that I always can do soo much but money are not everything, that I need new cell phone or car to be happy, I don't want to think about September University and Exams, I don't want to live things that gone past, I don't like football or basketball, I don't like TV and radio, and alcohol is not only way to have fun in this life, life that everybody kicks others ass for fun and I will not argue nor talk nor show them anything as they will not understand anything anyway....

I am not interested in any of these things!

I would like to go far away to the seaside or mountains with person worth it and look into the stars. I wan't to create. I wan't to know the answers. I wan't people to be happy, so they don't do all those weird things. I wan't to have more time and money for my scientific projects... and my pure image of future to stay clean and bright, without need to remove shit from front window all the time...

I'm going sleep...